Impatient, Uncomfortable, and Expanding
I feel impatient. Even as I recognize and shift newly-recognized but long-festering patterns in myself that contribute to the messes in my own life and the world, I am frustrated by my glacially slow movement. Like eroding layers of stone, each pattern that I see and shift in myself seems to reveal more ways that I am not only creating my own suffering but also contributing to the suffering of other people and the earth.
I am frustrated at home with what seems stuck. I am struggling with what is so clearly 'wrong' with the world. As I read the 'me, too' stories, I feel my heart break. I know these stories are a small part of what could be told, many more are too personal or cloaked in shame or denial.
This discomfort is what my my mom used to call growing pains. I am feeling the labor pains of birthing a New Earth. It's okay and it's hard. A walk in the cool air and crunchy fall leaves will help me to reset, along with that dark chocolate I just enjoyed as I sat with my pain, and yours, loving us and holding us and invoking the support of our Mother.
Image Mother Earth by Jenness Cortez Perlmutter
12/20/2017 08:34:38 am
Analyzing the deeper emotions that we feel is important it is necessary for us to have a life that is peaceful. A life that is full of gratitude and love is an extraordinary life. There will be many emotions that we will feel and to manage them and t control them is the right decision to do. This will lessen the problems that we might encounter in the future. Life is beautiful and to start from within is the right thing.
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